One of those years?

It was pre-determined that this year, would rock. Period. Thus far, it has been "one of those years" though. That is not how it is supposed to be!!! I'm getting married this year, it's supposed to be THE year, not THAT year! It seems I have been more stressed than normal. Technically, it does all make sense though. I mean, we are saving all our money for the wedding and honeymoon (we are paying cash for our entire wedding), we are dieting, we don't have a wedding planner (no we do, it's me), and I work 48 hours a week. Oh, crap, I forgot... I'm trying to fit in school this semester too. What was I thinking?!


Something has to give though, I'm becoming overwhelmed. I think one of the biggest problems is that I want vitamin D!! Real, live, vitamin D from the SUN. I am craving summer and it can't seem to arrive quick enough. I never thought I'd utter these words, but please hurry up and warm up Texas!

I wonder how much "stress" I create for myself and simply just work myself up over? I think that, on occasion, I forget to unwind and relax. Which may explain why I have been so exhausted when I wake up in the mornings. I have to drag myself out of bed and then I just feel sleepy all day. No, I'm not getting too much sleep either, but thanks for asking. I get between 7-8 hours, but I think I've been a little restless in my sleep lately.

Come on Summer, saaaaave me!!! :)